needs to get it out

You know that feeling you get when you just wanna get it out but you dont want to complain to everyone well thats the way i am just now. I am so fustrated at the moment Still no flights booked for hp land and the us trip its exactly two months well the charge conf is and we sitll havent booked. Luckily i am all registered for charge conf and booked in as the hotel is booked out. Secondly dad is taking on my old ros=le of the TO MANY DRS TO MANY PROBS while i am happy i a healhty i do wish eveyrone else could be healhty. His screaming is getting to me and its really tiring me out i try to ignore it and be positive and am for the most part but sometiems i jsut want to get it all off my chest. He wotn stick to one dr he has to keep changing so of course no one knows whats happening they are now saying he might have lupas encephalitis and some wierd prob in his eye wich he wotn get operated on. It is so irrational chargers and charge fams all know that we will change drs once or twice never every single appt. I feel i cant have a proper conversation with mum anymore coz of his screaming he tells me off for existing sometimes. I have to ring her every day wich is sutpid coz i live with her. I am so looking forward to camp and then the big trip in july and now for a big breath and smile and keep on going and stay positive. It will come allright eventualy i jsut wish i knew when so much going on i feel better now for getting all that off thats a good thing about a blog on fb you can write this stuff and certain people can read it but those people like my brother or his lovely fiance who loves me very much and i love them very much. but they can read in fb and tell mum where as here they wont. OOPS i jsut relised a duplicate goes to fb i dotn know that they pay that close attention tho but if anyonme thinks i should deleat so they cant read in the network blogs ap on fb pls leave a comment big hugs to all

blog award

ward

Ahhh! My first blogger award! Im so excited XD. The conditions for accepting this award are:

• Thank the person who gave you this award
• Name 7 things about yourself
• Pass the award along to 15 other bloggers

Contact those bloggers to let them know they have won.

 

first thank you to the loverly ruby my cous actualy some of you will meet her very soon so i shal lead her to some of my charge bloggies so she can see ur responces as i award u xx

1 I am super duperly excited for my first us charge conf trip and harrypotter land

2 I love working at afford on wednesdays where i do packaging

3 i am very happy to be me :)

4 i am hoping to live with friends one day

5 I  love inspiring people and i hope to insprie many more at the charge conf

6 my family is so huge that i get midxed up

7 if there is something you dotn know about me pls tell me LOL

my blog award goes to the masion is family eva nicole, The kurby family angel josh and his siblings and sandy and phill, abby lynn carrie and her fam, kim and christopher clayton, moments with moriah, benbo, mightymaxk, conors song, 52 suburbs,  the tyler family, angel steps, the jelly cronicles, our little hero, andi bean