Wednesday 27 June 2012

rip crystal



  well by now people reading will know that crystal evas mummy passed last friday early morning us time. She was a great mum friend and person to everyone that knew and met her as i alwlasy told her and i have told a few others she was only five years older than my sil to the DAY they share a bday. NO WONDER I LOVE MY SIL TO DEATH TO LOL but thats anotehr story. Crys ended up in inpatient hospice and fought very hard to the last the melanomas and the cancer may of wore her down but her spirt still lives on in all our hearts crys you are missed loved and are an amazing herson her lovely bil made this pic and i adore it... I also wrote a story on fb i have an alubm that i call my angel firends on fb and i have put it there and i have a story i would like to share xx

never thought id be adding this to my special angel album seriously I NEVER DID Crystal Yusten Masionis was a very special charge mum and friend to many many many people i have known her since eva was jsut five months old when she joined the charge syndrome list serve we would talk most days in soem way or other weather was a msg on the list or though a blog post or our msn group she had for a while or even just on msn messenger befor i had facebook. There is even a segment on the aus charge seven up video where at the end of my part im on the computer and im talking to crys we would allwys talk about meeting up and we both got facebook together to chicago charge confrence never happend for me but since that one when she said it was going to be in orlando and next to harry potter land we knew i had to come over both of us being harry potter fans LOL. Well she did get the horrible cancer faught bravely and we sitll made our hpland and conf plans and talked eveyr day she was allwyas here for eveyrone even if she wa having a bad day Finaly last year when she finnished the last shot we were jsut a month away form the confrence and we knew it was for real going to happen as i talked to her i fretted about not having things booked YET she would tell me not to worry then finaly i said im booked im coming and then i remember piling all these clothes and taking a pic and sending to her she said you do not need THAT MUCH basicaly i had emptied my hole summer closet in the computer room oh and i think maybe a few of mums things had made the pile but thats another story. Finally i was packed and on my way while in disney i said i am here see you next week she said see you next week then in vegas the plane was layed over delayed we were sposed to meet up with them the next day i had facebooked zara and said oh no we are delayed she said ok hope you get there get there we did at three am and i slept in so didnt meet crys and kim in universal But that night after doing things like swimming and registering i was down in the meet and greet area and i am talking and looking around first i see eva and then i see crys i screamed real loud and hugged them both it was so great to finally meet we spent lots of time together that weekend i didnt want to leave them and come home such a lovely loving family our hearts were shattered when we learnt a month later the cancer had come back as i read eveyr sturggle with treatments i jsut wanted to come back over but i knew i couldnt i would tell her we will be in arizona in 2013 and we sitll talked as much as we could soemtiems i would jsut send her a msg just to say i was thinking of her well in may she we thought was in remission i was so excited i said but please dotncelebrate tooo soon as she did say she had to go back in a month and check to be sure although i knew it would be ok. Then about three weeks ago i learnt of her seizure at home i was like oh noooo then a week or two later brian said she was in hospital going on to hospice my heart sank for them all she had fought so hard with so many loving family and friends around her.. but i kept possibe and last weekend i rang her i am happy i did bedcause it was then that things really got bad i rang her saturday morning my time then later read shed had a bad day but when i spoke to her we told each other we love each other i had said i will see you in arizona she said she would try and be there she told me she was going to the movies the next day i liked that well that part didnt happen i learnt on monday she was inpatient hospice and i just knew it couldnt be good but i kept hoping and i still hoped even till last night but i knew that there was a plan crys have fun with our angels in heaven pls pls give my grandpa a hug for me and tell him not to send me anything crazy on my bday and tell all my other firends in heaven i love them love you crystal love yoiu yusten masionis fam i will allways treasure the memories xxxx  the charge comunity has lost an amazing person her fam has lost an amazing memember her firends lsot an amazing firend but we will carry her words of widsom her love her devotion and more in our hearts for ever. I have even found my self quoting a few things shes said last couple of days and commented on a fb status that soemone had SHE SAID THAT yes it is alive in us all i have many angels over me and around me and im turely blessed and i know she ran to our charge angels like josh cedie alex g not to be confused with HER ALEX lucas jayden tho hes nto a charge angel exactly and many many others and hugged them all tight and is probly playing with them all right now in the sky maybe even doign all the things she used to do for eva here on earth but in heaven pt hipotherapy swimming going to the zoo oh my i can just imagine the fun they are having right now love you crystal and you are allways with us no matter wat xxxxxx

2 comments:

Kurby Family said...

Beautifully written, I know you and Crys had a special friendship. I know she is still looking after you, and comforting to know she is with many CHARGE angels--like Josh. She will never be forgotten. xoxo

ypersico said...

Ellen~ this is so beautifully written - so loving and so caring - so YOU <3 I cried several times reading what you wrote - and felt so close to both you and Crystal as I read <3 Thank you so much for sharing this <3 I have learned that part of what it means to be human is to increase our capacity for suffering ~ and that in growing our sorrow we also grow our joy <3 Thank you again for your post - I am forever changed for having read it <3 ~yuka